Purple Elephant

apparentleeee i ramble.

2010-09-10T16:27:00.000-07:00

I'm imperfect. love meh or hate meh. I'm hooman.

what have been written can be changed, but i do not wish it so.
if i do i think i'll be erasing myself.
the self i have forgotten,
the self that in time - will be called naive,
being young is the time to make mistakes.

its good to have elders who teach, but pupils from the school of hard knocks have better retention.
yet people forget.
they forget the people that loved them, why they helped.
a simple cause is the strongest yet,
to motivate a person emotionally is stronger than rationally.

think big, think objectively, but responsibly. anything in between are obstructions.

everybody has something to bring to the table. food
different people different strokes. golf
work with the cards u have,
win it or not, try not to chong ;p- tai tee

i walk where i want, in mind not to thread to near to fire.

malaysia must never use nuclear. blood cancer! learn of other ways.
apparentlee in countries which uses nuclear there are plenty of ill born children, autism etc.
there have been nuclear exposure deaths of malaysian students, think of the ones who didn't die?

[chinks. powerful people. personally i fear their tenacity, their ability to survive.
Mays are powerful individuals. but as people they are weak.
they love glam, working class mind set.
i have an uncle who wouldn't want to say he is a malay cause he is ashamed of how idiotic they can be. muka cam cina kays. itu takleh watpe arr. (my grandparents biologically chinese, but culturally malay - ada paham?). aku nih da campur bugis(mmg kantoi arr melayu).
dia pakai estima hybrid. progressive kot~(estima ngan hybrid shouldn't be used together, ironic sesangat)

i don't hate chinks, i have their blood in me.
but roket tak jaga orang len, bek vote BN dari biar dorang bom masa depan anak2 aku.
my blood is related to jermeng amerikaa chinese melayu, i racist camne pon i tak racist. hahaha
its familia]

the malay race has a country that with a same sounding name.
but no one wants to be a malay, the rich wants to be mat sallehs makan kat meja, dgr the ting-tings.
the rurals nak jadi arab, pakai jubah, serban. mmg to obscurity la bangsa kita.

mat saleh leyh men roket, saya melayu nak men meriam.
kena buat program safety men meriam arr sblum grad.

hihi i wanted to write a little. tapi it became long. ni bukan tu tontonan umum. ni my notes.

i dont know.

2010-04-25T00:53:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since my last post. nearly a year ago.
its not that i dont have anything to say it's just that i consider doing this to be vain.

to tell others what you are feeling, most likely to read it when they are bored out of their heads.
to write with the thought of telling something those anons wouldn't yet have known, to pour out your heart or even just kecoh bende tak penting.

why?
its not about not having the gratification of writing, or even because i'm writing to an audience without a face accessible by nearly 2 billion ppl.

its just.....
i find it better doing something else. last week I went to the beach.
had a walk and saw a new device, it can bring up a 30 footer sail boat up to my college's slipway.
it was interesting. I'd rather do those things than write this.

after this anything i write would be a reminder to me, by me for me,
a reminder.

but if anyone would like to read it, do go on.
tell a friend if i wrote something that is interesting.
i appreciate u being here, write a comment.

hmm that about all. got to study for my naval arch paper tomorrow...
ta~~

8bit!!!!

2009-05-13T01:06:00.000-07:00

go to 8bitcollective.com

search for Galaxy Smasher. let the bass knock the floor!

free DL's as well....

p/s this is for MY future reference

if only.....

2009-05-02T21:33:00.000-07:00

if only u can get wasted with watermelons......
the world would be a better place.

a poem for me

2009-05-02T10:14:00.000-07:00

together the seeds were sowed,
our fertilizers differ,

from the same we came,
they were departed,

we differ by celsius and candela,
it shows on our leaves.

they grew further,
without intent,

united again they became,
the seeds reached maturity,
no longer compatible,

killing and hogging,

for light,
for hope,
for salvation.

swim je lah

2009-05-02T05:44:00.000-07:00

water confidence is mucho important than the ability to swim.

watch when these dummies try to hold on... 0:17
they try.....

hahaha!!!!!

language is the mold of civilisation

2009-02-13T16:22:00.000-08:00

man is the product of language.

if u look into how a community use certain words in a language, u can see a certain pattern of conduct that follows.

berkira/calculative.
this is the direct translation.

but according to the language it has totally different usage.
berkira- stingy.(other lingos- kemut,kedekut, etc.)
calculative- being aware of every reaction available to a certain action. thus the word foresight is involved.

foresight is a very good value to have.
thus in the english speaking communities to be calculative is seen as wise.

unlike the word berkira which shows a person is stingy,
thus seeing in daily life,
when ever a person has earned a bit of cash they have the obligation to splurge on friends and family.
if they had kept the money atleast it would be useful for a longger period of time.

see!? this is shows how
man is the product of language.
even ideals and values are.... how do say.....not distorted but changed
through the inconsiderate usage of language.

i use the word inconsiderate
because at the end if the day
it is not the upbringing which is at fault
because every person old enough should have known better which is best.

NEVER MAKE THE PARENTS RESPONSIBLE.
they are old enough

aku ngan kawan ku terkena.

2009-01-27T03:20:00.000-08:00

masa tu tgh azan dan kiter tgh borak. naturally ader org tegur suruh respek azan la.
so ok. after azan abes ader topik baru dan terwujud sesi soal jawab cam game show.
bayangkan ader stage besar macam who wants to be a millionaire.

level 1. difficulty - easy
adakah anda sembahyang?
yes la jugak
level 2. difficulty - medium
anda kena smayang brapa kali sehari?
5 kali sehari(senang actually)
level 3. difficulty - hard.
saper yang tengah nyanyikan azan?(seriously dia pakai perkataan nyanyi, and time tu tgh azan)
whats its name............bilal.( terlupa tapi still bleh jawab)
level 4. difficulty - tahap nak suruh rahim klua kan kamera
adakah anda bangun pagi sebelum subuh untuk sembahyang?
.......... krik krik krik.........total and utter silence

surgical bombing

2009-01-22T15:08:00.000-08:00

Future Weapons - Smart Heavy Artillery

07:55- it hits the target within 7 yards

this is a basic projetile motion.( a mortar shot actually)

But being a smart shell it would be shot with a higher angle and will head down when ever the mission requires.

the shell has GPS and wings for angle and speed variation.

-Producing precise destruction.

Higher angle of flight

-high angle for the decent

-increasing the flexibility of the shell projection.

the idea is :

1. minimum collateral damage.

2. reduce munitions usage.

3. targets near schools, hospitals, etc could still be destroyed.

4. thus eliminating enemy use of such places as shields.

do remember.

1. surgical strikes actually include marksman skirmishes.

Oh ya! Secondly

this is an explanation for precision bombing. a technology to increase destruction efficiency.
reminding u guys about the DESTRUCTION part after aww-ing to the awesomeness of the tech.

thanks for supporting.....but

2008-12-30T04:35:00.000-08:00

on facebook i was very active inviting ppl to the "Free Palestine" cause as it was the only way i know how to help.

But it seems an independent Palestine is no longer the issue now.
The Zionist have been bombarding Gaza for the past three days.
Regiments of armoured units(APC's , tanks) are lining up on the Gaza border for a ground offensive against Hamas infantry( where most of them are equiped with rocks, ak47's and rpgs')
they are actually just yards away from palestine houses.
it is just the unnecessary deathtoll through urban warfare is holding them from going in.

reasons the zionist gave for "retaliation" was that the Hamas attacked israel cities with rockets after the six months cease fire ended on december 19th 2008.

but if you wanted to know the figures since 27th dec 2008 till 30th dec 2008.
uptill Saturday DEC 27th 2008 Hamas rockets have killed 2 ppl by and the Zionist has killed at least 320 ppl, injuring 1400 people. not forgetting the increase in resindence structures.
U can see the difference in their abilities to induce destruction.

the Zionist are out to disband the Hamas Organisation through brute force, which is not a far fetch idea. they have the ability to do so.
but they say they have no intention in increasing their conquest.
but my opinion, they are just using the time they have under the Bush Administration who labels the Hamas as a terrorist firm. lesen agung la

but there is one problem with all this.

this is not a war between two waring factions.
the capabilities of israel in mind and the weaponry the Hamas could get their hands on through hand made tunnels.
if they were to go an all out war on a field head to head.........Hamas would be annihilate in TWO minutes. if i may announce this to the world. 2 minutes ladies and gentlmen.
this is not just a rational thinking of my simple mind but was said by a military strategist.

so their tactics are the guerilla tactics, and by doing so they are called to be cowardly. how sad.....
so lets think of ways to overcome this.

(FYI zionist do not mean they are evil or whatever. it just shows that they are the "few" jewish ppl who chose to accommmodate the palestinian lands, which they suggest to be ZION)

mangsa prank. so i thought.

2008-12-19T20:53:00.000-08:00

malam smalam aku telah menjadi mangsa prank.so i thought.

after ma kawe2 da balek. i main lagi.
sorang2.
pasal takleh terima bende tu real.
i chose to experiment ngan peter. jadi dok tanya dier soalan2 pelik. nak tgk dier function cam mana.
mula2 aper pon tak dapat. tapi da buat 2 tiga kali ader dapat jawapan. so macam eureka moment gak r.

aku bleh buat bende ni function.
jadi aku tgh sorang2 kul 3 pagi++ aku tanya soalan2 yg aku sorang jer tau.
dapat sial!! pastu aper lagi aku tanya la mana nak dapat Mary free. hahaha NOT!

dah nak dekat setengah jam dapat tak dapat jawapan pasal kena dok refresh hampir everytime aku pon da malas nak main. jadi tutup tenet main fifa and gi tido after.......

i don't require dibs ngan m tuk pakai peter la! hahaha

why...?

2008-11-30T10:01:00.000-08:00

when a person has something to say. why does it has to be about somebody.

can't it be the simple fact that he or she has something to say.

like a journalist, its just a thing they do.

i like to talk.
i like to hear how a person sees the world.
i like to read.

knowledge is power.
power is freedom.

p/s i hate books.
use Ebooks, be Green(rational dan talking)

things to write.

2008-10-26T10:55:00.001-07:00

aku sebenarnya ader byk bende nak tulis. tapi terlalu bz (a.k.a. memerlukan tidur secukupnya.)

bukan aku takda masa.
aku pakai buat bende2 yang diperlukan dan beberapa perkara2 laen harus tunggu.

moga2 aku sehat waalfiat tuk blog di masa akan datang.
aku da ngantuk nak mampuuus.

p/s: kpd kawan2 i'm busy and missin' you guys. sorry....

masak-masak

2008-10-05T09:51:00.001-07:00

hari ini saya cuba buat tapai.

takda aper sangat la tapai tuh. tak jadi aper
skang takyah buat2 da. gaji da masuk bleh beli jer.....

aku tgh blur....

2008-10-04T00:14:00.000-07:00

kalau rempit jadi magic mirror kat citer snow white.

Queen: Mirror mirror on the wall who is the fairest of them all?
rempit: konfem bukan lu.

Queen: but then who?
rempit: gua suka pompuan ader 'lips'. angelina joile la.
kalau bergetah gua suka maya karin.

Queen: bergetah? what is that, doesn't it mean rubber? am i not beautiful enough?
rempit: ko nak kata bergetah? takdapat la jack.

Queen: why!?(mengada2)
rempit: gua pikir lu mmber. macam adek gua sendiri.

Queen: oh.. thank you!
Rempit: aper tima kasih tima kasih? baek lu blah skang sblum aku kasi ko makan kasut gua.

Queen: but u don't have feet.
Rempit: ko penah tak tertanya asal dorang panggil aku magic mirror?

Queen: ...{-.-}...

lagu~~~

2008-10-03T15:42:00.002-07:00

cuba anda carik lagu 'still doll' kat youtube. pastu carik piano punyer vid still doll.
the third one if i'm not wrong
kena ade bass elok kalau nak layan lagu ni.
without the bass, lagu ni cam helang tanpa kepak.
get my drift?

tersalah dengar...

2008-09-29T05:07:00.000-07:00

cuba bayang td aku dgr mak aku kata..

"danial butterfingers isytihar raya"......WTFork!!! cool gler. sejak biler BFingers bleh isytihar raya.

pastu aku perasan ayah aku tukar warta berita.

rupanya ayat yg benar ialah.....

"danial warta berita, isytihar raya"

i try....

2008-09-29T02:40:00.000-07:00

just for your information.
i rarely respond out of malice.
but do try to think things through
and being indifferent.

i try......

p/s: btw korang tau ke malice tu aper?

Education Time

2008-09-24T12:50:00.000-07:00

hey ho!!~~
hello Boys and Girls..
today Unkle Saddam have verrryy interesting stuff to share.
and i meant it when i said 'verrryy'.

look at this pix of a model of a footballer
kalau nak tau ni dulu manusia idup.......
lalalala~~~

so witout wasting anymore time
Let the show begin!!!!

........warning: not for the faint of heart......

Have u ever heard of plastination?
its a way of preserving bodily tissues by changing bodily fluids with polymers a.k.a. plastic.
and being that it is plastic it could be cut in milimeters.
which is 1/10th of a cm.

Gunther von Hagens created plastination in 1977.
and now he made a whole display of his works.
thats Gunther.

got to update my pics here. antara gambar paling lawa bagiku

spine dorang ader kat luar~~~kalau korang ader bilik cam ni kat umah korang, mmg takkan buat sleepover.bagi pembuat laci nah ide2 bagi anda. Laci manusia!!!(ader theme doraemon)bagi pelajar2 design, now manusia pon ader exploded view. hahaha

for more Info do go to these sites

http://www.bodyworlds.com/en.html
http://www.lifeinthefastlane.ca/body-worlds-bizarre-real-human-specimen-exhibit/weird-science

once i had a dream

2008-09-24T11:41:00.000-07:00

did u ever had a dream. so serene. so calm.
it was heavenly.
but it had a twist in the end.

i had one.
it was like a summer house in the woods. alah like the ones in Funny games(a must see for moovie peeps)
somebody was goin to have a BBQ and as always i'm eager to help. (kalau tolong nanti makan lagi cepat (: )

so i was like walking through this house that looks like the one in "lesen" to grill.
it was so calm. think classical music is in the air accompanied by trees brushing b'coz of the breeze.

so like normal when i headed to the dapur mmg kena marinate and potong2 makanan la.
i sampai je ader jumpa sorang dude tgh basuh pinggan sambil hulur pisau besar, the dude said "weyh mat gi potong2 daging tu. kang senang nak masak"
i macam excited ar kalau pisau besar mesti makan kambing guling.
yg macam kat kennyrogers tapi kambing.

jd dgn hati yg gumbira pon i jalan la ke tempat bbq. sebelah tu ader la daging blum masak bawah kain....
tapi yg i pelik bende tu besar dan panjang semacam kalau kambing.

so dgn hati nak melahap daging kambing i pon selak la kain tersebut.
ko tau aku nampak aper?
dari mimpi pasal mknan and holiday tetiba..........

ko tau tak gambar sistem otot manusia dalam buku biology?
yg skinless tu. yg muscle ngan tendon putih je bleh nampak.
oh ya mata "kambing" tu biru

tu la bende yg mamat kat dapur td suh aku melahap.

pergh tak peluh sejuk plak!!! terus terbangun kot.

yg i cannot stand is the way mamat kat dapur cakap suruh sediakan "makanan".

FFFFFAAAAAARKKKKKK!!!!!!!

1more hour to sahur

2008-09-21T12:52:00.000-07:00

skang kul 4. aku takleh tido.

pasal ramadhan ialah bulan dimana aku telah buktikan manusia boleh jadi a true nocturnal creature.
it has been so for the past 4 years.
siang time tido. malam time aku jadi bz.

so my biological clock dah lari(pls jgn suruh aku kejar).

jd aku buat challenge tuk diriku yg tgh bosan(jeng jeng jeng)
"Brape banyak bende menarik aku bleh wujudkan dalam masa sejam" (klua mercun2 lawa)

so
3.
2..
1....

IKE!!!!(cam istana takeshi)

1. "Madness, as you know, is like gravity. All it needs is just a little... push" - The J
maderfaking genius, saper writer dialog ni!!!!!!!

2. Selamat menyambut Ramadhan. Puasa, jangan ponteng. Kalau ponteng, jangan kantoi.-anak mat nor (mat nor ader byk anak yg ader blog. so browse around kalau nak tau sape)

3. "Things you own, end up owning you"-encik Pitt dalam Kelab Lawan

4. kalau mat rempit jd badut-------->"Bai, lu nak gua buat bentuk haiwan pakai belon tak? Lu tak nak, lu boleh blah sebelum kasut gua yang besar ni hinggap kat muka lu." bunyik cam mmber ak kat matrix dulu........

5. "imagination is more important then knowledge" cool giler rambut dier. time ak tua nanti nak rambut camni la

more badut rempit+++++>>"Bai, sebelum gua campak lu masuk longkang, baik lu blah. Lu jangan buat gua hilang sabar, lu parah kang. Lu nak makan kasut besar gua ke?"

i try...

2008-09-20T12:55:00.000-07:00

Choice
the Difference
of man and aminals

of Freedom or the Noose

But when a person ask for the Colour
Black and White was never the answer.